Never Again, No More 4 by Untamed

Author:Untamed
Language: eng
Format: epub
Publisher: Urban Books
Published: 2021-08-30T00:00:00+00:00

Chapter 10

Charice

Once Lincoln left, I sat in my office, trembling like the nervous wreck I was. I didn’t know what to say or do. All kinds of shit was running through my mind. Would he try to retaliate and hurt Ryan and me? Would he sue me for custody of Lexi? Would he fight for his parental rights? Did he hate me? He had left so abruptly that I hadn’t been able talk to him. Of course, I had known I wouldn’t be able to get a word in edgewise once he found out. Now I regretted not listening to my mom, LaMeka, and even Lucinda, who had told me it was better to tell Lincoln and let the chips fall where they may than to keep it from him. My hardheaded decision was definitely making for a soft ass.

The more I thought about it, the angrier I became with myself. I couldn’t believe I’d hidden Lexi from Lincoln all this time. She was four months old now. What the hell had I been thinking? No matter what Lincoln had done to me, he didn’t deserve not to know about his child or not to have the opportunity to develop a relationship with her. Now I knew how Aldris felt. Hell, at the time it had made sense, Lincoln had been an ass, and we hadn’t been together. It had seemed like the perfect solution. But with one look into Lincoln’s eyes, I had known that it was the worst decision I’d ever made in my life. He had looked at me as if he hated me.

I decided the best thing for me to do now was to take Lexi back home to Johanna so that I could be by myself and figure out what to do. I definitely couldn’t tell Ryan what had happened, at least not until I figured out what to do to get the situation under control.

“You’re back early, Mrs. Westmore,” Johanna said, surprised, when I walked in the house. “Mr. Westmore just left to go to a meeting with his agent.”

“Yeah, he told me he had a meeting today. I just needed to drop Lexi off with you. I have some errands to run.”

“Are you okay, Mrs. Westmore? You seem very troubled,” she commented, taking Lexi out of my arms.

I rubbed my forehead. “I just have a lot on my mind.”

She put her hand on my shoulder. “Let the Lord guide you. He will. Just trust Him.”

Even that little bit of comfort was enough to calm me down. I sure was going to need every bit of the good Lord to help me figure out how to handle this situation. I kissed Lexi, left the house, and got back in the car.

“Lord, I need you now.” Just as I said that, my cell phone rang. I knew before I even looked at the screen that it was Lincoln.

“I’m coming back to the studio, and we are gonna have a long muthafucking discussion when I get there.

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